August 27th, 2004


i need to exercise more

man im so sad about things. i just feel like im not really sure what i want. actually, i know what i want but i know that i cant have it so.. i just have to focus on other things.

sometimes things get so intense for me. like tonight, i tried to not let it take me over, but i couldnt help it. it was too sick. i hate being alone. i hate the thought of it. but i guess we all are anyways. i just wish that every song that i love didnt make me feel like shit right now.
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    garden state